A Hurting heart

Why do I continue to love you so much?
Why do you abuse me without one single touch?
Why do I sit here and believe the lies you feed me?
Why did I believe you and i were a guarentee?

I cant do this no more, put myself through hell
Its like you have this hold over me, with castin one single spell
I should have listened to my mama when she told me you were not the one
But it was my stupid a$$ thinking that we would neva be done

But Im through
I have to get over you
my heart cant take it no more
You were the one that i adore

I pray every night that God would heal my broken heart
That maybe you and I could have a fresh start
But HELL NO! I will not go through this
I will not stand around looking stupid, in a bliss

I am taking a stand once and for all
I am gonna stand proud, and stand tall
I will rise to the top
and even though you think i will, I WONT STOP!!!