That ME

I love the inner me
The me that allows me to be free
that sees when im in need
or even the me thats scared to be me
yeah, thats the me that i love

you see, i used to hate that me
That me that i was afraid to see
in the mirror,and even in front of others
who i thought wouldnt accept me
if i wasnt just another
whats that just another?

That "just another" is another nobody
another someone that is easily influenced
another nobody that made stupid decisions and compromises
situtations that i allowed me, and only me to get into
Oh yeah, thats that me, that until recently i was afraid to see

I cant take back that me,
oh how i wish that i could
trust it wouldnt do any good
That me made me into who i am today
full and free, oh yes happy indeed

And everytime i feel that me coming on
i am reminded of the hurt, pain, scars, and the rain
I am reminded of that night, that night that my life change
I am reminded of that 2 shots of hennesy and one shot of patrone and BLACK OUT

Yup i remember that me that woke up with 3 dudes on top of me
the me the doctors told yes ma'am your negative
NEGATIVE, absolutely not positive, yes thats that me

That me that was able to escape her worst fears
That me that checked negative on std all tests
whew that me got lucky

but this is a new me
no more scares on what could be
I have taken the worst me possible
now its time to be the best me
that INNER me, the me that i love
and the me that loves me

YES i am me
inside and out
Im all about me