Jennifer Hudson and Family

I am sure most of you have heard the news about Jennifer Hudson, and her family. Officials say the mother darnell donnerson, and brother Jason Hudson, were found in there Chicago home in Englewood, IL shot and killed. The search was out for the little boy Julian King, mother of Julia hudson, and nephew of Jennifer hudson. He was found Monday morning in the back of the White suburban SUV, that police said they have been looking for the entire weekend. Julian King was later identified as the boy in the back of the truck shot and killed. Investigators are trying there hardest to stay on this case, until they get to the bottom of it, and find who may have done this. I am at a lost for words when it comes to this topic, because i cant seem to grasp how someone could have so much hate in there heart to do this to a mother, brother, and son. My mind cannot fathom how Jennfier or Sister may be feeling. What I do know is now is the time that to depend on God and rely on his plan in all of this tragedy thats around her family. When I heard the news, I was quickly to pick up the phone and call my mother, father and grandmother and tell them how much that I love them, and appreciated them. We do not know the day nor hour, God will call us to be home, which is why we should live everyday like its our last. We should cherish our time with our families and never part one another angry. Because you never know when the last time you will see them. My thoughts and prayers are with the hudson family, and i pray God will give them strength to get through this awful tragedy

Well i have been bragging that I love to sing and music is my life, so i figured i'd just make this blog about me doing what i love to do...hope you enjoy

Comfortable With Myself

I used to be the type that always found something wrong with myself and my look. I used to nitpick at little things that I only notice. Sometimes I would go as far as trying to cover my flaws up I woulod literallyhide myself behind any and everything i can. I am glad to know that was just a phase, because i embrace my flaws. I take whatever that makes me akward i turn it into beauty. I am comfortable with myself, I am proud of my look and my flaws. So I just felt that i would motivate myself this morning. i am going to have a wonderful day. God is the only judge and control over my life. I put my trust in him, and fear no one else. I LOVE myself!!!

Friendship

I must say that I have some of the best friends in the world. They make me laugh, cheer me up when im down, and always make themselves available when i need someone to talk to. Its crazy how much we will fight with one another and fight for one another. We are like family, and even closer like sisters. I am thankful for them because they keep me grounded in this crazy school we call an HBCU, and make sure I am always focused and staying on the right track. Their is never a day i regret my friendship with them. I dont take it for granted because there are a lot of people that never get to experience good friendship, rather one bad friendship after another. From sitting in the house watching youtube videos, to taking a trip to the beach for a weekend, maybe even going on a shopping spree we know how to have fun, and just do what friends do. Sex and the City thought they were the best of friends, and no one could ever compare to their friendship, but I am determined to challenge them because we are the best of friends and more. I love them and I appreciate them. My SENSATIONALS.....FOR LIFE!

Forgiveness

Anybody ever have regrets? You know like wishing you could take back something you did, or said. I try to go through life not having one single regret. I try to accepts my faults, and always remind myself that my "mess ups" are what make me who I am. I can forgive someone if they lie, if they steal from me, even if they "cheat on me". But their is one thing i wont tolerate. And that is someone attacking my character, and picks out my flaws, and my mistakes and then try to hold them against me. I will admit I am not a saint. And I mess up every day. but to have someone point it out, and ridicule me for my mistake is a hurt that i will never get over. Its even worse when your own family doesnt let you live your mistake down. When everytime you see that person, they remind you of how bad of a person you are. Man it hurts even more when that person is your parent. Whom you have disappointed so much, it seems as though the apologies, and sucking up will never make them change their mind. When the conversations you have with them are always hi, how was your day? call me before you go to sleep? and thats all. When you see them you wana embrace them, and tell them you love them, but all you get is a cold shoulder in return. At first Iwas very hurt, and just wanted forgiveness, but now I am angry because its time to FORGIVE and FORGET. Understand that I am NOT perfect, and I do make mistakes, and hope that LOVE can conquer all, and we can get past this. But who knows? Ill just keep praying to mend the relatioinship we had. And love you even harder.